
Buy it here:
Synopsis:
Inspired by Kailee Pedersen’s own journey being adopted from Nanning, China in 1996 and growing up on a farm in Nebraska, this rich and atmospheric supernatural horror debut explores an ancient Chinese mythology.
The last thing Nick Morrow expected to receive was an invitation from his father to return home. When he left rural Nebraska behind, he believed he was leaving everything there, including his abusive father, Carlyle, and the farm that loomed so large in memory, forever.
But neither Nick nor his brother Joshua, disowned for marrying Emilia, a woman of Asian descent, can ignore such summons from their father, who hopes for a deathbed reconciliation. Predictably, Joshua and Carlyle quickly warm to each other while Nick and Emilia are left to their own devices.
Punctuated by scenes from Nick’s adolescent years, when memories of a queer awakening and a shadowy presence stalking the farm altered the trajectory of his life forever, Sacrificial Animals explores the violent legacy of inherited trauma and the total collapse of a family in its wake.
Review:
When I started reading Sacrificial Animals, I did not think I was going to end up liking it very much. It is the story of two brothers, Nick and Joshua Morrow, growing up with their angry father Carlyle in isolation on a one thousand acre farm called Stag’s Crossing. Nobody is allowed on the farm except the three men, and Nick and Joshua cannot wait to leave. The novel is two stories, the past and the present (which “the present” actually takes place in the 90s). The past is about Carlyle being tough and angry with his two sons while the present is about Carlyle calling the boys to return to Stag’s Crossing because he is dying. Joshua had not talked to his father in twenty plus years due to Carlyle not accepting his marriage to Emilia, a stranger, a foreigner, an “unacceptable woman from an unacceptable family.” We think Carlyle is a hard, bitter, racist person, someone who lost his wife and son in childbirth and will never forgive the world for letting this happen.
I did not instantly love this novel because the beginning starts slow and subject is very dark, with a young Nick trying to get the approval of a father that preferred the company of Joshua, and the summoning of their return to the farm in hopes that things had finally changed. Kailee Pedersen works hard on her prose, using verbose sentences and repetition to make sure the reader understands that Carlyle is a vile human being. As the novel moves forward, the coldness of the father mixed with the loneliness of Nick on the farm and living alone as a forty-three year old makes you feel the impending doom, like something bad is going to happen between the two that will be irreversible. You just do not know what exactly. In the last sixty pages of the novel, the entire thing comes together (or falls apart depending on your perspective), and there is a strange sense that Carlyle was right all along, that he spent most of his life isolating his family from the outside world for a good reason.
I enjoyed Sacrificial Animals, and maybe it is because I understand a father/son relationship that is rocky at best. The approval that Nick seeks from his father, and the hopes that their relationships will be mended by the end makes complete sense, as does watching nothing turn out the way that it is supposed to turn out. I also like how the construction of this story, from the opening scene to the very last sentence, feels very important. Even though the sentences and word choices can be a little on the busy side, the story itself seems taut, thoughtful, and well-executed. This could be one of my favorite novels of the year.
I received this as an ARC from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.








